I'd rather be called weird or different rather than normal.

To me, that's more of an insult.

This is the true meaning of maturity, and according to it, I'm guilty too.

Thinking that you know is different from knowing what you think.

How can you avoid plural hopes and the word up?

Never get your hopes up.

I hope this made you smile.

I’m A Leader

Not a Follower

What I really hate is whenever a situation is going nowhere. Just seems like a waste of time to me. Obviously niether of us understand what's going on here. It's nothing but a bunch of she said this and she said that. It makes me tired of this whole mess. That's what it is: A mess. You know, I debated whether or not to write this directed towards what's really going on inside my head. And I chose to do it. Why? Because I'm sick of seeing the statuses that make you seem like the victim. It makes me laugh, too. This is the side of me that I don't know how to control. Because nobody who has ever meant this much to me has pushed me this far. And it's not getting any better. Honestly, you can not say that any one of your other friends have treated you better. That's my point. My interests are not the same as yours. My idea of having "fun", is not what you've changed into. Sure, maybe you're just trying to find yourself. Heck, maybe I should just go easy on you. But I'm going with my gut feeling on this one. And it's telling me to keep on moving along. Harsh, huh? Yeah. I know. If I screwed up and my bestfriend was this mean to me, I'd be a train-wreck. BUT I'd know that I deserved it. I'd take the blame. And quite frankly, I'd dig down deep inside of myself, even whenever it feels like I have nothing left inside of me to give, and patch up what I broke. Don't get furious at me for telling the truth. At least it's not a lie. Don't ask for the truth if you can't handle it. I'm strong enough to be on my own. I don't need anybody but myself, so think about that next time you're thinking about hurting my feelings. I won't mind one bit to change your label to an "X" best friend. I sure think it's sad that you have the wrong idea of proving to me how you feel. I just don't know what to say or do anymore to be honest. You've been walking on thin ice for a while now. I'm just waiting for it to finally break. Then, who knows what will happen. Who knows with you. Hah, who knows with me. As far as I'm concerned, you should be scared whenever you mess with my trust. Maybe the blame should even go on me for making the decision to trust you in the first place. And what's ticking me off even more is the quotes that make no sense. I can give you an explanation for every single one of them and tell you why it's false relating to this situation. Saying that if you 'give up' you 'never cared' is bull. It's not called giving up. It's called 'letting go'.. being strong, because I'm not going to let you hurt me anymore. I care too much, even. Don't say I 'never cared'. Just because I'm treating you really harshly, doesn't mean I'm not giving you the chance to prove yourself. You're going to have to work through it and find a way. That's all I'm saying. Shoot, you're actually doing a good job at not giving up. I just need you to be real. And that means telling the truth, even when it's not what the other person wants to hear. Need an example? You just read all of it ^.

“ Only dead fish swim with the stream.”

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SpeakUp

I’ve learned that I’m the type of person who never lets her guard down. In ways, I’m very thankful that I have that trait. But it’s caused me to lose many people who struggle to figure out what type of person I am. Some people think that I just don’t care; others may say that I think that I’m better than everyone else. That’s where they’re wrong. I don’t blame them for not understanding, I’m the person who you have to really analyze to figure out. You can’t put a finger on my personality just by looking and viewing me from a distance. I take time to get to know. I’ll admit, I do like how complex I really am because whenever somebody actually gets to know me, they’re surprised by what I keep bottled up inside. But there always has to be a down side in life, huh? Because I don’t open up to people, it gives them the wrong idea. I’ve changed a lot. I used to be outgoing to everybody that I meet, but it’s not like that anymore. I’d rather keep to myself, honestly. It’s always seemed better that way. Whenever I trust someone, I give it my all. I’m one-hundred percent vulnerable to that person, and I have high hopes that they won’t let me down. That’s where things get rough. It’s understandable that everyone is going to trip up and make some mistakes. But whenever it’s the person that I’ve spilled my heart out to and depended on with everything that I had to offer, it hurts. It’s that pain that you feel down deep inside your chest where whenever you start to cry it seems to choke you up. I don’t like having to take on the role of being the bad guy. But people don’t understand how much damage they do. I know that I’ve stepped on some people’s toes, broken promises, and not seemed like that best person in the world either, but at least I can say that I've learned from it.

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If they don't chase you when you walk away...

 Now listen to this link Taylor Swift - Breathe 

You can use the cliches all you want, but words prove nothing.

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Who are we without mistakes? The definition of who we are written by our mistakes. The mistakes that we have already made, will continue to make, and we are in the middle of making right this very second. It’s sad how we fail to realize that. Whenever we think about our past we are scared about where our actions will lead us in the future. Everything happens for a reason; a reason that is unknown, but needs to be trusted. I like to make mistakes because it makes me experienced with life. What is the point in living if you haven’t lived? And living to me is experiencing it. Personally living my life on my own and not having to be told how. Knowing it. And knowledge comes from experience. But you cannot be experienced without living, and you cannot live without making mistakes.

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