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SpeakUp

I’ve learned that I’m the type of person who never lets her guard down. In ways, I’m very thankful that I have that trait. But it’s caused me to lose many people who struggle to figure out what type of person I am. Some people think that I just don’t care; others may say that I think that I’m better than everyone else. That’s where they’re wrong. I don’t blame them for not understanding, I’m the person who you have to really analyze to figure out. You can’t put a finger on my personality just by looking and viewing me from a distance. I take time to get to know. I’ll admit, I do like how complex I really am because whenever somebody actually gets to know me, they’re surprised by what I keep bottled up inside. But there always has to be a down side in life, huh? Because I don’t open up to people, it gives them the wrong idea. I’ve changed a lot. I used to be outgoing to everybody that I meet, but it’s not like that anymore. I’d rather keep to myself, honestly. It’s always seemed better that way. Whenever I trust someone, I give it my all. I’m one-hundred percent vulnerable to that person, and I have high hopes that they won’t let me down. That’s where things get rough. It’s understandable that everyone is going to trip up and make some mistakes. But whenever it’s the person that I’ve spilled my heart out to and depended on with everything that I had to offer, it hurts. It’s that pain that you feel down deep inside your chest where whenever you start to cry it seems to choke you up. I don’t like having to take on the role of being the bad guy. But people don’t understand how much damage they do. I know that I’ve stepped on some people’s toes, broken promises, and not seemed like that best person in the world either, but at least I can say that I've learned from it.

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If they don't chase you when you walk away...

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